The title says it all! The only word that came out of my mouth when I got the email…
It was a great shock and disappointment when I woke up to an email on Winter Solstice saying that my Youtube Account had been removed stating, “Your account has been terminated due to repeated or severe violations of our Community Guidelines on Nudity and Sexual content. YouTube is not the place for nudity, pornography or other sexually provocative content.”
I get it! My work is sexually explicit by nature and may violate the community guidelines. But in any case, I was not prepared for such a loss. I am, however no stranger to such loss. Over the years in the sx work industry, I have had numerous social media accounts deleted, mailing lists revoked, I have been evicted from several work locations, etc. But this loss truly broke my heart. In a way, it felt like losing a child. This child I had nourished from infancy and was just now moving into adulthood. It was not only the loss of my content and the many, many hours I had spent cultivating the channel but it was also the loss of all of you–this platform that we all created in the coming together of the vision I was sharing.
But such is life and yet another experience where I am able to practice the art of letting go and non-attachment–for everything in this life is temporary and everything must come to an end. But where one chapter ends, another begins. Just as I am no stranger to loss, I am also no stranger to beginning a new. I have had to start over from nothing many times and while the end can be painful, the beginning can be wonderfully beautiful!
I wanted to get this blog out for anyone who went searching for my channel, only to find it was nowhere to be found. But currently, I am still not exactly sure what this new chapter will look like.
What I do know:
I definitely want to stay connected to those of you that have followed me along this journey!
I definitely want to continue creating journeys and empowering content for you, especially in the times to come!
I definitely am not defeated and believe that all bad things happen for a good reason, which will be revealed soon!
So for now, here are the places where we can stay connected:
My website:
My content will be available for purchase in my store catalog. Thank you so much to all of you who support me and yourselves by the purchase of my content.
*There is a place for comments under each product. I would LOVE if you would leave comments on journeys you have experienced as it can help others in the future.
Social media:
I have been able to avoid social media for the last few years during my minimizing path but it seems I can’t avoid it any longer. But it is totally fine! I understand the importance of it and am grateful to create a platform where we can stay connected.
I have created an Instagram account and a Twitter account. Please let me know by follows or messages, which platform you would prefer as I will only end up keeping one.
But if you want to stay connected and informed of new journeys and new platforms definitely follow one or both pages.
New Youtube page:
While Youtube has many restrictions and it is possible to be terminated again, it is still a great platform for connection. So I have created a new account which will be used to upload my non-explicit content.
If you are interested in reprogramming, hypnosis, meditation and affirmation definitely subscribe to this channel. It is just an empty shell for now but sometime in the new year, I have some amazing new Reprogramming Hypnosis practices to share. I have been practicing with these new creations and I have to say, they are incredibly powerful! They have healed and helped me in many ways and I will be excited to share them with you for the shifting times that are still to come.
Newsletter:
If you are interested in continuing our journey in this new year and for this new chapter, please subscribed to my newsletter. It will be another important tool to keep us connected.
How you can help:
I would love your advice and input for this new chapter that we can co-create. I am not privy to all the new creator channels and avenues so if you have any suggestions, they would be greatly appreciated.
Where would you like to see my content next? Do you follow any other creators that are on a platform welcoming of mature content?
Also, please let me know what would be helpful for you in this upcoming year. I have thoughts on direction but all in all, I am here to be of service to you and the collective.
Where could you use support? What interests you most? My repertoire contains the following:
Better than porn series: ASMR Orgasm audios
Reprogramming Hypnosis to repattern old programs
Erotic Journeys
Teaching/Training/Technique audios
Mastery Courses
Special Messages
Spoken Poetry or Personal sharings
Breathwork and Yogic practices
Thank you so much for your continued support and enjoyment of my work. Blessing to you during this holiday season. While this time of year can bring cheer and joy, it can also bring sadness and pain. For those that have awakened it is impossible not to notice the great suffering that the world must go through during this pivotal time. Wherever you are and whatever you are feeling in this moment, know that my love is with you. Know that you are in my heart. Know that we are all connected and together we will rise in love.
Believe and be love.
~Rayvn Ryder
UPDATE: A BIG THANK YOU!
After my newsletter went out, announcing the deletion of my channel, I was so touched by the outpour of sentiment and gratitude that I received from YOU!
Thank you so much for all of the kind words, support and suggestions for the new direction to come.
To show that I read and deeply appreciate all of your emails, here are just a few of the amazing comments that were shared.
*If I did not add your comment it may have been because it was too long to share or contained personal information that didn’t feel appropriate to share.
